I've been living on my own (with boyfriend and woofer) in San Diego, California for almost two years. And i finally gathered enough bones to have my car shipped to me. the new found freedom i am experiencing is overwhelming and most definitely empowering!oh, i'm at home... but i do not have to be if i do not want to be. joy.
i thought my anxiety (by the way, i have an anxiety issue... sorry, god) would be more pervasive now that my vehicle has reached me; but i feel incredibility relaxed.
i am a great, unstable mass of blood and bone. but i am slowly learning, un-medicated and un-counseled, how to find my footing. i can balance on this turning apple, and do so on my own.
.... this does not feel like christmas eve.
resolutions for the year to come:
1) spend more time outside
2) more comic hunting days
3) make a great effort to seek out better-for-you foods
4) become less of a procrastinator
5) do more
6) make more
7) cut off the worry
8) develop more feminine guiles
9) dresses! dresses! dresses!
10) thrift mas
11) save. yap.
12) become more sociable
13) maintain a pen pal
14) re-emerge myself in my interests: crochet, knitting, doodling, drawing, inky things, glue. lots of glue, reading, ect. ect.
15) become organized, and highly simple.
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